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| I can't believe it's March already and that two months from now I will be graduating. It seems impossible. There is so much work to be done before then. Choir tour was amazing but it really set me back in terms of how much work I have to do. And I don't have an attention span or much motivation at all to do my work. You'd think that graduation and marriage would be motivation enough, but I just can't seem to get a handle on everything that I have to do. I am sure part of it is senioritis. Such an amazing plague...you wouldn't think it would have such power over a person. | | |
| I'm feeling kind of torn....I see the world and all its negativity and I think, "come on people...stop living such glum, cynical lives. Why don't you care that there is an alternative to this? Why don't you even want to accept what God has done for you and stop denying Him?" Then the other part of me sees the world and thinks "wow, this is all going to pot." And perhaps one of the most frustrating things...what the heck is Bush doing? | | |
| You know, for all of the times when I feel depressed and downtrodden, unsuccessful, and like a failure, I am still amazed at how much I really am blessed by life. I'm amazed that though I desire God and then turn against him, I still really do desire him. At how his mercies are new every morning (and evening and afternoon) and how his love for me topples my fears and failures and my imperfections. I'm so very blessed by the people I know and the communion of saints and fellowship of believers in Christ. I'm uplifted by love and kindness even in the midst of my weakness. | | |
| It's been quite a while since I've posted, as Ryan so pointedly reminded me . So I figure I will post some recent pictures and perhaps write later this week. So here they are folks:
Jon and me...
The ever cute and mischievious looking Jonathan
One of the pictures I thought about for the yearbook. Not the winner, but a nice one. Jon was the photographer
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| oh, to be able to cross off an assignment in my planner....that is the hope. i suppose that means that i actually have to get to work though. this is a really busy time of the semester in that there is a lot of work due in the next couple weeks.
i'm hoping to get off campus this weekend and go to rochester to figure out some wedding stuff, but that is yet to be determined.
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